MOTHER- THE SYNONYM FOR LOVE- FEMSY M V

MOTHER-THE SYNONYM FOR LOVE

Mother, the synonym of love

Who dedicates her life

For her twinkling stars.

She is the sea of love and care

Where salinity dissolves in the

Smile of her face

                      I was mesmerised with her                                   Loving and healing touch

                    She brightens even the darkest day

When I was a child,

You were there,

To wipe out my sorrow

To bloom a smile on my face

You were there,

To bring me up, When I fell down

You are my God

My teacher

My mom.

                           

     Your smile is like sunshine

      Which always lightens up my day

      Your eyes are like a pool of love.

You were ready to do anything for me

Without any hesitation

Wishes  showed the depth your love

With a sigh or geisture you accepted

Everything I told you.

       When I was ill,

       Your loving arms cared for me

       The words spoken by you                          Were like the precious pearls of love

    There is no one like you

   Who understands me

                   You gave me life

                  Your breath

                  Your blood

                 Your life

                 For my well being

                My love towards you is beyond my life

.You gave me a touch of support

When I was like a bird

Who lacked  correct direction

You are the fire behind

My cherished dreams

               At night, When I looked out in the sky

                   There was a glistening moon with

                 Your face engraned in it

You are like a candle

Who lighten the life  of your well being

And end up giving light

I apologize for all the misdeeds

I have done to you

     You are there to walk with me

      Throughout my life

      I wish I could sleep in your lap

     Dreaming about the great time we had

    Your gentle pat make me enter into

    The world of sleep. 

That’s the real magic!

Your love…..

That’s the real wonder!

Your care…..

That’s the real treasure!

Your smile…..

                       My love for you is unconditional

                               You gave me hope to line…..

M- memories that are enshrined

O- oil that smoothenes life

T- touch that wipes out all sorrows

H- hope that make us line

E- earth that gives us shelter

R- river that brings us refreshness

MOTHER – I LOVE YOU!!

                                

                                  -Femsy M V

                 A Red Rose   

                         

                           

                             Even far away,                                                                                     the memories of past haunts me

                            I remember the red rose,
                           which gave an incredible beauty to my life
                           I wondered when i saw the rose plant
                          in my waterless and less fertile courtyard
                         On seeing her my heart began to flow
                          in a deep sea of desire
                          I cared and loved it                                                                              waiting for her to bloom

                          I requested the plant

                         show me the vibrant beauty
                         I wished that,it will fill
                         my heart with colors
                         In a glorious morning,there in dappled light
                         I saw a new red rose smiling at me
                         The red rose,enunciates the love
                         fulfilled my wish with an elegant smile
                         Tears dropped out of my eyes
                         It shone on my eyes,the red rose
                         creates a storm of love in my heart

                         And it smells just as sweet

                         I loved that red rose,bloomed in my heart

                         It keeps on shining with its beauty and

                         gave a new color to my life
                         The red rose,enchanting among the flowers

                         in the garden of my life
                         I still remember that beautiful sight,

                         as i looked at her.
                         So vibrant and eye catching
                         My sweet red rose,you stimulate love

                         I run my hands through the soft velvety petals

                         smooth to touch....

                         I loved my precious rose,you bring love in me
                         I even love her prickly thorns

                         as a sign of defense,which makes me bleed

                         But i enjoyed that pain simply

                         Thorns which covered the stem and

                          she shows both beauty and danger
                         My red rose,has the power

                         to create a sense of calm and serenity

                         She delicately danced with her leaves
                         moves in a gentle breeze

                         Once again i wished for a red rose,
                         the beauty in my life
                         The red rose,how lovely it is!
                         the queen of beauty,
                         adding beauty to my life!!

                  

       

                                                  ARYA MURALIDHARAN

14 Years of Freindship , Love ...............

MY GREGORIAN LIFE

   14 Years ..... Though it was just a number in the proximity of real numbers for me during my school days,It has now become a fortune of a millenium,gifting me with exclusive gifts no other shops in the whole cosmos can gift me....Treasures which will exist till the last air drifts apast my nostrils. 

   I can't believe how clearly I remember my very first day at school and the kind of fuss I created , Where I was in Miss Simmy's tender arms the whole, Giving absolutely no rest to her ears with my complaints and grief of how cruel my parents were,Leaving me alone in a world unknown to me.

   It is this very same Miss whom now I call very possessively 'mom' and the kind of love Miss Simmy showered on me.I just couldn't ask for a better teacher to flag off my journey of ups and downs,happiness and sorrow.....

   From Miss Simmy to Ms.Rajasree, Ms.Augusta, Ms.Reena, Ms.Maisi, Ms.Suma, Fr.George,Vinu sir, Ms.Bindhu..........The list goes on who all at some point in there 14 years touched my soul. Though I used to curse Ms Suma for her classes on Integrals and Differential Equations when the lake nearby calls us to indulge in its elegance and merge with the wind lingering around the cocnut trees. But now I long for a second in those classes with Haroon, Kevin, Sebastian, Steeve.... and all my Friends, cracking jokes every now and then.

   Reminiscenes of my schooldays are inexpressible in words which takes me to a whole new dimension unknown to 'Horizon Space station' , violating Newton's Laws.Now the very thought that my longings are just dreams with no chance of materialisation makes my eyelids unstable in regular intervals. Though of no use , I simply wish if I could restart my life once again to reface each moment of my schooldays one last time and memories gifted by those 14 years creates a pandemonium of emotions taking the best of me. The impression these sweet but soul touching notions create is the dignity in being called a 'Pure bred Gregorian' which I feel will help me to face the challenges life has in store for me.....

        

~ Andrew Simon George

MY FIRST CRUSH!!

Crazy the day was 
I went in a rush to 
See his awesome face for once
I realized that,
he was a dazzling angel
     my eyes captivated on him
     with certitude I walk towards hi
     by the time I was near 
     he stopped for just and turned
     stared me for a while
     as he was ready for the move 
     for the very next moment
     I felt a bit excitement
As i leaned towards him
he disappeared from my vision
suddenly I felt a magical touch
on my right shoulder
my arms raised with goose bums
      I think it was my first crush
      my deep sense of attraction
      as our eyes get locked for a moment
      the cool breeze outside made us warm
oh!..the pity he flew away from me
he my greenwinged dazzling angel
MY GREEN GRASSHOPPER!!!

 
RANSOM GEORGE

                     When I Walked along the red brick building of St.Stephen's College,all my thoughts were about Raghav and Kajal.Both of them are my childhood friends.I was not considering Kajal just as a friend.She was something more for me.But later on I discovered that Raghav and Kajal were a perfect match.He always longed for her.Their relationship was like a blessing.One can undoubtedly say what the other one was thinking
  

                   Kajal is now in Varanasi,our hometown and Raghav at IIT Kanpur.We call each other whenever we get time.But one fine day Kajal refused to answer our calls.At first she said that she was busy and afterwards our calls were left unanswered. Raghav could not bare this because of the strong bond of love between them.

                  Raghav couldn't bare her silence.He is unable to see her unhappy too.I still remember that one day when Kajal was totally silent and depressed in the class because her mother scolded her about something.At that time neither me nor others in the class could make her speak.Only Raghav could make her happy.He started acting like an idiot in front of her to see her smile.He always tried to bring out the madness in her.They couldn't live one day without speaking.But now,it has been one week since they spoke.

                 Raghav and I decided to go Varanasi to find out the reason behind Kajal's silence.When we went there,we were able to see the pathetic condition of our dearest kajal. She was going through the third stage of blood cancer.She was dying day by day.There was no chance for her recovery.
                  
                  We both didn't utter anything.Our silence was much better than expressing our feelings.We can't express this feelings in words. Raghav,however,managed to fake a smile to show that he is okay.But tears were running out of his eyes.May be he was bound by the stars to live a lonely life....He didn't wished to live a life like this.In this World there are things we don't want to happen,But have to ACCEPT...there are people we can't live with,But have to let GO..
He liked her more than anyone.But that day he got slapped in the face with the reality that he'll never be able to live with her.......


Lakshmi J Naik

A DREAM OF LOVE

              People say friendships are made in heaven and then they come in your life. Every step they take, every breath they take we are watching. Because that is our best friend. Finding and to have a best friend who cares for us is very difficult. True friends are like diamond. They are very special and rare. But false friends are like autumn leaves, they are found everywhere. Having a best friend who cares and love us is the most luckiest feeling in the world.

                      Then love.... Love is like a war between two hearts. It is easy to start, difficult to end and impossible to forget. When we love someone, it's nothing. When someone loves you, it's something. But when you love someone and they love you back, it's everything. Without love, life is hopeless.

                      Therefore  having a true friend and a true love is the matter of great happiness. When friendship itself slips down to an affair, may be it will create something good. When love hurts, friendship will there to mind it and to remove the tears. So when true friend and lover become one person, there is no need to worry. That will result in a good life.

                     They were good friends, Meera and Varun. From childhood itself, they become true friends. They enjoyed their school life together. They shared everything, even if it is happy or sad. It was very difficult to separate them because that much deep was their friendship. But after a long period of time, they got separated, to far of places. In the 8th standard, they got separated. For both of them that caused mental trouble. But with the promise to see again, they moved away. As all say, girls are softhearted , Meera cannot tolerate that separation. For first one month, there were calls and messages. But as time passed, Meera felt something wrong in their relationship that Varun is avoiding her. Meera's call was not being attended. No replay for her messages.

                      Slowly she understood that, now she has become a burden in his life and he was avoiding her. Thus she tried to forget him. The state of being hurt made her more strong against all the odds in her life. Slowly she recovered from her pain. But at the same time, her angry towards boys increased day by day. Because the feeling of neglect from him, sometimes hurt her. But even in the midst of all these adverse circumstances, she planned her life well. She continued her studies and completed her secondary school education with distinction.

                       Meera reached her turning point in life. Her plus two education. She performed excellent in her studies and extra curricular activities. Coming to the end of their academic section, she got a proposal from one of her classmate, Sidharth, whom she accepted as her best friend after Varun. Not a deep friendship, but was good friends. So Meera become very shocked when hearing this. She don't know what to do. Separation from Varun is still remaining as a wound in her heart. So Meera told him,

" Once I had best friend like you.... No, the best friend whom I loved more than my life. But he being not genuine in his friendship was avoiding me from his life after missing me. The feeling of neglect from a person whom we love the most is equal to suicide. "

                        But after hearing this Sidharth replied,

" You're my true love, my first love... Now our school life is going to end. My love towards you is sincere and I loved you for the last three years. Your heart is more beautiful than you.... I will never forget you, because I know you very well. I will never let you get sad. If you trust me,  you can join me. "

                        Meera become stunned hearing that " For last three years??? He has been loving me. That means when Varun avoided me, I become a person who loved and cared by my love. "

                        So she said,

" Now I understood that, I'm very lucky. To be loved sincerely by someone for a long time is very rare. " Their journey started from there.

                        We want to live not for whom that we love, but for whom that we are loved. To be a partner of our best friend is an achievement. Bad relationships will go away from us automatically. 

                         Relationship between Meera and Sidharth never did end. Still they love each other and till the end it will remain.

Written By : Vindhuja Vijayakumar     

                                        Think Of

                                                    Donjo George

Think of some situations:

Last recruitment to heaven is going on

And you missed the recruitment.

You go to sleep today in your home 

And when you woke up you are in Mars.

Think of some situations:

A situation where there is no Sunday in a week.

A situation when the Earth gets drained

Without even a drop of water.

Think of some situations:

A situation when there is no rain

A situation when you dont have a head,

A situation when two teachers teach you

English in the same class.

Think of some situations:

A situation when you blink your eyes

You had become an Ant.

A situation when your mouth

Was closed from then on.

Think of some situations:

A situation when the Earth has become fully black

And without any colours.

A situation where all plants have gone 

Missing from our Earth.

Think of some situations:

A situation when you forgot who you are

A situation when your eyes are

Placed on leg instead on your head.

But the reality is

He wont do it to us.

He wont make us go through these situations.

Because he is the Almighty God.

                           IF I HAD A CHOICE!!

Its Raining outside, Raining in my eyes too… I don’t know what all thoughts are running through my mind…. Memories from the time I spent with her kept haunting me again… She made me smile but at the same time I could taste my tears too..

 I am ‘Rahul’ a software engineer. This is my story…But it will only be complete if she is here with me..She.. my love,my vision,my inspiration, my best friend, my sweetheart ‘Neha’. She was my everything... May be I was bound by my stars to live a lonely life. May that’s why I ended up so.

 It was ‘2005’…..My school days…… ‘Rule breakers’! Oh God what a group it was! Rohan, Arjun, Nikhil and Rahul. Everyone was scared of us..We were Rule breakers..Hostellers! A lot of joys, laughs, bunking classes, movies, thrills, love….!! I don’t know how to explain my school days. Arjun was the most genuine and innocent person in our group, or he was different from the three of us. Still now enjoying those memories.. I feel like I am only 15...

It was a rainy day four of us were trying to bunk classes. I remember….it was principal’s hour. Oh God horrible Maths. We planned to go for a film and decided to get out of the campus anyway.. Accidently we were caught by a student.. A Girl.. My ‘Neha’..! I didn’t know even her name at  that time. She was a little child then .Studying in 9^th standard. Arjun started crying.. Rohan tried to console him. Nikhil stood frozen. But My eyes was stuck on her eyes.. It was amazingly awesome.. ‘I could see the depth of oceans, heavens, gardens, my happiness in her eyes, only at that first sight. Everyone was scared because if she complains, it will be the end of the day for us .Three of my friends started begging her not to inform the authorities. But I didn’t ...‘How can I beg to my Love of Life???’…

To astonishment she herself had  got scared and ran away. Arjun started complaining about our decisions for bunking class. But I was happy. Nikhil and Rohan were in a mental process to recollect her class and face. I could see everyone.But I didn’t speak a word. Not because I was frightened.. Just because I was stuck in her eyes. After that hour we entered class.. Everyone started cursing the day.. But for me it was the best day! Four of us were eager to hear Principal’s call.But for God’s grace the day ended nicely..I couldn’t sleep that night.. When I close my eyes the only thing I could see was her eyes..I wish I could turn the earth to change night to morning..I don’t remember when I slept…

.Sun’s first rays fell on my face….It was the most happy day. Enthusiastically I entered the corridors of St. Albert’s for the first time after the first day in that campus. The only thing in my mind was to find ‘Her’…Went to 9^th sections along with Arjun. Sincerely I was frightened of the other two in these matters. I told Arjun about my feelings. His only reply was a naughty smile..!He led me to a class room where I found my Love…Surprisingly Arjun called her ‘Neha’…It was his cousin sister that’s why he was so scared yesterday. He feared if Neha tell this to his parents..! Oh God I melted like an ice cube in front of him.’It was his cousin and I told all these to him!!!’ She turned back and smiled at him,walked towards us…My heart was beating tremendously fast..!She came near him and laughed recollecting yesterday’s incident. While hearing her laughter I skipped a beat in my heart…She was up to my ears. He introduced me, she looked at me and smiled. I think her name was engraved on my Heart, because I felt a pain there..We returned. I was ashamed to look at him...But I pretend like nothing had happened…

                                        I couldn’t forget her.. All my thoughts were filled by her smile and eyes..I could think about it seriously. But I was only 15 and she is 14…May be it was just a teenage infatuation..But everytime I saw her my heart wished to tell her I was in Love... But my brain didn’t allowed that. Above all  she was Arjun’s cousin. For me she must be like a sister.I tried to teach my heart these facts…Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone your heart still belongs to…!!Here another chapter in my life starts…

                                          Through Arjun we communicated well.I think through her I understood manythings…Life…Relations..everything…She healed the pains of my broken childhood of separated parents,lonely hostel rooms.She filled happiness in my sorrows…someone told the best way to love a girl is to make her laugh..but everytime she laugh, it was me who felt deeply for her. Meeting her was an accident but now I found love and care. I am 17 now..The need to be with her increased everyday.But I was reluctant. I studied late nights.. worked hard only for a better future along with her..I think Iam in love with her deeply.. Waited alone in nights for the sun to rise. I completed my 12^th with 94%. Nikhil failed. Arjun passed with 92% and Rohan with 76%. Everyone was astonished about my marks. But my reason for that was:

                    ‘Behind every successful man there is a woman’ 

for me it was my Neha… Everyday,Every minute, Every second, I fell deeper and deeper in love with her. But everytime I postpond that …. I was reluctant to tell her…

Finally I went out of Albert’s … She was there waving her hands for  a better tomorrow for me.. But she don’t even understand I won’t be happy without her… For her I am only her best friend … But…

Completed my 18 years of life…started studying in Nehru University for my software engineering.. Oh God it was the most struggleful days of my life… She was in Patna and I was in Chattisgarh… without talking , without seeing.. I stood under the shower and cried hard for her but no one cared… no one heared… she was my life.. everything else was just everything else… 1 year passed…

God has a plan in everyone’s life. For me I think it was Neha.. She came as a Junior in my college… Endless joy more than getting 100% in an exam… She is my Best Friend  even now..But……

                                                                                        To be continued

Written by: Akshara Sasikumar